Random Stuff On My Mind

So...today was on okay day. I've been thinking about a lot of things though...just typical growing up thoughts. I thought about money issues with my family and myself, thought about jobs and how I need to get one that will pays more and give me hours to work, fitness and health, thought about the loser boyfriend that I really should just call a "friend with benefits", thought about the fact that I missed my psychologist appointment on Wednesday, thought about the rejection I got from this job I wanted, and so much more... I talked about a few things on my brain with my mom tonight...that was nice I guess. I have come to realize that I am a really honest person...and I like to be an "open book". I am pretty much an open book. Maybe that's a bad thing, but it is just the way that I am. I share way too much info, but I hate secrets...every time that I hold something in, it breaks me down inside until I burst. I can't hold anything. That's kind of why I blog. I really don't expect people to read it, but I guess that happens on the internet. Oh well...open book. I don't write necessarily so that it can be read. I write so that I can get it out. I mostly use my myspace blog though...on there I know who reads it. Sorry...I'm rambling...I'm done now.