Random Stuff On My Mind

So...today was on okay day. I've been thinking about a lot of things though...just typical growing up thoughts. I thought about money issues with my family and myself, thought about jobs and how I need to get one that will pays more and give me hours to work, fitness and health, thought about the loser boyfriend that I really should just call a "friend with benefits", thought about the fact that I missed my psychologist appointment on Wednesday, thought about the rejection I got from this job I wanted, and so much more... I talked about a few things on my brain with my mom tonight...that was nice I guess. I have come to realize that I am a really honest person...and I like to be an "open book". I am pretty much an open book. Maybe that's a bad thing, but it is just the way that I am. I share way too much info, but I hate secrets...every time that I hold something in, it breaks me down inside until I burst. I can't hold anything. That's kind of why I blog. I really don't expect people to read it, but I guess that happens on the internet. Oh well...open book. I don't write necessarily so that it can be read. I write so that I can get it out. I mostly use my myspace blog though...on there I know who reads it. Sorry...I'm rambling...I'm done now.

Just Because

Today is going pretty good so far. I am tired, but I'm surviving. School is going pretty good. I keep hurting myself in my fitness classes though. My arm was hurting all week...it's finally stopped hurting. DUUUUDE...the other day, I tried to log on to my myspace account and it said that I was deleted. I was soooo PISSED. I had to create a new page. I was able to get on it today though...and that makes me happy!!!! Work SUCKS!!! ...LIKE ALWAYS! What can I do though? Most places don't want to hire me because of my tattoos...but I am still on a quest to find me a different job. Boyfriend is lame...he hardly ever comes around and he is a serious moocher. He really needs to grow and and face the music. Family is cool...but my younger sister, Val, has A LOT to learn about friendships and forgiveness. My brother, James, needs to learn how to stop being a pansy. My older sister, Sarah, needs to learn how to tell the truth. Mom, needs to stop the guilt trips. Dad needs to get A REAL JOB! And my roommate and BEST FRIEND, Gen, needs to grow up and get a spine! I'm not perfect tough...I have A LOT that I need to learn and fix...and I am working on it. It's a slow, but steady process...but I am getting there. That makes me happy to say that...AND MEAN IT. Well...I guess that's all for today.

Intelligent Design vs. Evolution

...that was the first topic that came up for the sociology blog. I think that my comment was a good one. I believe that we should expose children to many different theories of how the Earth and life within it came to be while they are being educated. I think that they should make a world religions class mandatory in high school...so that our children can decide for themselves what they want to believe. I don't think that we should shove only one idea [[i.e. Evolution]] down their throats. No one truely knows the answer to the question of how we came to be...so who are we to deny someone the right to choose what they wish to believe. I believe that God created the Earth...and that is my choice. I want each individual to have their own choice as well. I don't expect everyone to believe the same thing as me...I think that it is a personal choice. I don't know...maybe I make no sense...but I attempted to share my opinion.

First Blog...Yippy!

Today was a pretty decent day. I woke up at 10:30am. I cleaned my room [[tossing out a lot of crap]] until about noon. I took a shower and dressed up for an interview at Panera Bread. The interview didn't go too well...I have tattoos...so she didn't approve of that...grrrrrrr. I came home [[disappointed]] and I changed into some workout clothes for school [[comfy clothes...yay!]]...then I headed out. School tonight was pretty cool. Sociology was sweeeet [[I liked it anyway]] then I had Fitness...I like that class so far. I got to try out a lot of cool machines to kick my butt into shape...and now I am doing a lame blog...la de da! I guess that's it for my first blog on here!